Kitten helps me with all my tough jobs… like getting all the ribbon together for our projects!
I am pretty excited to take some more old fashioned techniques and try them out, see if they fit into what I am cookin’ up. I am pretty sure they haven’t changed all that much but it’s still cool to see things styled a little differently. Mmmmhmmmm.
I totally need to try this… People have raved about this tutorial. I have some perfect white gauze like fabric to play with tonight although… my tailor’s chalk is white…Hmmmmm
Man friend and I slept through our alarms this morning. I thought I heard a vibration at 6:45am and said something to him along the lines of “do you hear something vibrating?” to which I received no response and went back to sleep. That, of course, was our alarm. We woke up, bright and chipper at 8:06 am Ha! I rushed to get ready (and still look darn good I think) but right now, I can feel how tired my body is. It could be partially to the Kayem cookout they had here at work where I took my fair share but I am also feeling a little Blah from the work and blah from the sleep or lack thereof.
The trouble I am encountering these days is that I am not as young as I used to be. I used to get my motivation around 9pm and be up until the wee hours of the morning working on a painting or some craft I just had to finish. I would get up when I needed to and be fine the whole day. I might have crashed when I got home but I always made it through the day. Not the case anymore. I get freakin’ tired!
I do most of my work on my “hobby” after my 9-5 job as a project manager. It’s a good job. It pays well. I am able to work on my hobby because I make enough to pay for supplies to an extent…. but I am left unfulfilled, everyday. I am bored with the lack of creativity that I have in my 9-5 job. I do what I do and I do it well but it doesn’t make me happy. I don’t hate it but like a tire with a slow leak, I think I am losing a bit of my soul everyday that I come to work and feel unfullfilled. I know, I know… a little dramatic but it’s kind of how I feel.
I am struggling to find my creative voice and fine tune it. If only I had more time, or more sleep, or a funner job, or more time in the day, or a bigger alarm clock. If only.
Once in my local Salvation Army, I made a beeline to the curtains/drapery/sheets area to see what kind of deals I could get there. Admittedly, I was rather surprised at how much they wanted for a used bed sheet but did manage to find a queen sizes flat sheet (as good as multiple yardage $4.99) with an interesting white and taupe design, some really RAD curtains with a very 70’s feel but not totally outdated (two panels for $5.99) and oddly enough actual fabric (cute nursery rhyme toile about 6 yards for $4.99). They also had random bins of odds and ends that I picked through and found multiple zippers at .29 a pop, some girls tights. I don’t know what I’ll do with them but I grabbed them at .50 a pair and thought they may be useful in the future. Grabbed some twine for my when I use my dye and was on my way. I could not believe how much I snagged for less than $20.00. I ran home to pop my finds in the washing machine so I could start using them!